It’s funny when you getting more mature yet you shameless do anything you want. Actually, I was shamelessly confident when I was 4 years old till 14 years old. I wasn’t sure what trigger me to change. But when my dad passed away then 3 years later my mom also passed away. I become more quiet.
After a while did podcast, somehow my confidence starting back. Thankfully. Honestly, this year I do things some stuff that I’ve been forget.
Make music,starting singing or dancing in public. I did poetry reading performance till my first semester of college. Again either too sad or too force my emotion, that confidence gone.
I wish everything back earlier because it help me in many ways especially my career. Even though, I don’t know what I could accomplish by creating mostly everything now. Hope for the best I guess.
