For the last three years, I did solitude until I take another leap which if I remember I should not try that but that how it goes. I feel lonely for the last two years. Last year, I talk with almost no one. It’s no surprise I’ve been terrible talking to other people. It’s irony too when you did talk in your podcast but did not talk to a real human.
My brother ever said did you not lonely, every time we meet. Especially during the holiday, our birth date, near Christmas and new year. I always answer you don’t know me. It’s been harder but what you can do. If you can be with the right person better solitude.
And a few months ago, he started silently about that but keep talking about his dream. I said to him, see you did the same thing as I did right. If your mind fullest with things you dreamed of, you will forget about how hard being alone. Please be mind, he is four years younger than me. Still, he thought being alone is hard.
